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Sunday, April 11 3:18 PM
This seems so unreal, just like how it felt the other time as well.
I know I always tell people to believe that they deserve all the good things that happen to them, but I can't say that I believe that myself, because I always doubt the reason why good things will happen to me. Because somehow they always slip away and disappear, and after awhile when you realise that that becomes a routine, you stop believing completely.
:/...
I know I always tell people to believe that they deserve all the good things that happen to them, but I can't say that I believe that myself, because I always doubt the reason why good things will happen to me. Because somehow they always slip away and disappear, and after awhile when you realise that that becomes a routine, you stop believing completely.
:/
Sunday, April 4 10:52 PM
I really don't know why, but despite the years of distance, you still remain such a special person to me. Even if we weren't that close to begin with, I don't think I'll ever forget the times when I first met you and got to know you. Because if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been in band and I wouldn't love music the way I do now.
And despite the fact that I've been playing percussion for so many years, the oboe somehow is and probably always will be my favourite instrument because of you. And every time I meet you again, I always feel like I need to be better than what I am now.. It's like as if I'm always looking for a place in your life, even if I don't know why. And I really don't know why....
And despite the fact that I've been playing percussion for so many years, the oboe somehow is and probably always will be my favourite instrument because of you. And every time I meet you again, I always feel like I need to be better than what I am now.. It's like as if I'm always looking for a place in your life, even if I don't know why. And I really don't know why.
Wednesday, March 24 2:29 AM
I think what confines our creativity is how we limit ourselves to certain boundaries that we come up with. Boundaries that aren't even supposed to be there, because who can put boundaries in art? I think after we started learning these 'rules' about design, we started confining ourselves and our ideas, because we judge them even before we put them on paper. Some people break the rules well after learning them, but I think I prefer to just forget the rules because I can't seem to find out where my creativity went to.
Just like how a child can colour a sun blue, and the skies pink, I think it's creativity when you don't have any boundaries, when your imagination is wild and free, when no one stops you to tell you that the sun is supposed to be yellow and the skies are supposed to be blue.
Anyway... I think skies do look prettier in pink :/...
...
Just like how a child can colour a sun blue, and the skies pink, I think it's creativity when you don't have any boundaries, when your imagination is wild and free, when no one stops you to tell you that the sun is supposed to be yellow and the skies are supposed to be blue.
Anyway... I think skies do look prettier in pink :/
Friday, March 19 3:45 PM
2:44 AM
Sometimes I wonder if I always automatically convert all my negative emotions into anger cos it's just easier to handle and accept.
It's like...
disappointment ---> anger
sadness ---> anger
jealousy ---> anger
heartbroken ---> anger
fear ---> anger
:(...
It's like...
disappointment ---> anger
sadness ---> anger
jealousy ---> anger
heartbroken ---> anger
fear ---> anger
:(
Tuesday, March 16 4:03 PM
I'm sure you're looking for another entry here, so here it is.
Two important things that you just DON'T get.
1, I DON'T REALLY CARE who likes you, what kind of girls they are, how pretty, how nice, how rich blah blah blah blah. I'm sorry I had to type the first sentence in caps cos apparently I've told you this before but you don't seem to get it. If you can even mention this, it just shows that you are bothered, perhaps slightly, by the fact that you had to give these awesome potential girlfriends up just because of me.
If apparently you think that they treat you nicer, and are perhaps more sensible, mature, and probably will agree with your ideals, then go ahead. If not, then why are they worth mentioning? Simple: You shouldn't even be thinking about things that don't matter to you. If they occupy that little of a brain space in your head, then yup, you are obviously bothered by it, no matter how much you try to deny it.
2, Talking about ME is one thing, talking about my FRIENDS and the people I care about is another. And that, I can't let it go. Don't talk about them like as if you know how they are like. You've never even spoken to some of them, and they are such great people.
Oh and, one last thing.
I am not the one who is moving on so fast after this relationship. After we broke up, I didn't have any interest to be with anyone else. So please, if you're the one who is talking to another girl so much (so you say), then you don't even have the right to comment on me, ok? Pot calling the kettle black. I'm sure you can imagine how pissed I am at you right now, so please don't even try to make it sound like as if your love is so deep, because if it is, no one else would have interest you. And DON'T make up any excuse for this. Who was the one who said that he would wait for a few years just to become the guy that I will really like? Yayayaya, all empty words, it's so like you to just say those and never do them. Just like how you always are like and always will be like....
Two important things that you just DON'T get.
1, I DON'T REALLY CARE who likes you, what kind of girls they are, how pretty, how nice, how rich blah blah blah blah. I'm sorry I had to type the first sentence in caps cos apparently I've told you this before but you don't seem to get it. If you can even mention this, it just shows that you are bothered, perhaps slightly, by the fact that you had to give these awesome potential girlfriends up just because of me.
If apparently you think that they treat you nicer, and are perhaps more sensible, mature, and probably will agree with your ideals, then go ahead. If not, then why are they worth mentioning? Simple: You shouldn't even be thinking about things that don't matter to you. If they occupy that little of a brain space in your head, then yup, you are obviously bothered by it, no matter how much you try to deny it.
2, Talking about ME is one thing, talking about my FRIENDS and the people I care about is another. And that, I can't let it go. Don't talk about them like as if you know how they are like. You've never even spoken to some of them, and they are such great people.
Oh and, one last thing.
I am not the one who is moving on so fast after this relationship. After we broke up, I didn't have any interest to be with anyone else. So please, if you're the one who is talking to another girl so much (so you say), then you don't even have the right to comment on me, ok? Pot calling the kettle black. I'm sure you can imagine how pissed I am at you right now, so please don't even try to make it sound like as if your love is so deep, because if it is, no one else would have interest you. And DON'T make up any excuse for this. Who was the one who said that he would wait for a few years just to become the guy that I will really like? Yayayaya, all empty words, it's so like you to just say those and never do them. Just like how you always are like and always will be like.
Saturday, March 13 4:37 PM
YAAAAYYY!! Theory exam is over!
:D
:D
:D
I think I lucked out on this one, cos I was panicking about my italian terms the previous night and TADAAAAHH, they gave me legato and cantabile!! Oh and rubato, which I totally forgot.........
I can finally start practicing my strokes & sight reading! Aweeeeesome :D
I really want to continue studying theory though..... Maybe take grade 6 with the dabian HAHAH. Grade 5 was so interesting! & grade 6 is probably 10x more difficult but... I'm sure it'll be even more interesting! So excited :) :)
For the next few days, ample rest & practicing cos I still cant get my double strokes right... AND NOWWW, shower & eat my awesome biscuits from Ikea HAha tata!...
tpbandpercussion
tpdesignvsc
i love rainy days, tea, and random cravings :D
You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.
image: memememe :D
:D
:D
:D
I think I lucked out on this one, cos I was panicking about my italian terms the previous night and TADAAAAHH, they gave me legato and cantabile!! Oh and rubato, which I totally forgot.........
I can finally start practicing my strokes & sight reading! Aweeeeesome :D
I really want to continue studying theory though..... Maybe take grade 6 with the dabian HAHAH. Grade 5 was so interesting! & grade 6 is probably 10x more difficult but... I'm sure it'll be even more interesting! So excited :) :)
For the next few days, ample rest & practicing cos I still cant get my double strokes right... AND NOWWW, shower & eat my awesome biscuits from Ikea HAha tata!
me.
tpbandpercussion
tpdesignvsc
i love rainy days, tea, and random cravings :D
You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.
connections.
benson
ching hong
ervina
jasmin
tp perc
raz
tag.
credits.
smilies:bouncy-bubblesimage: memememe :D